For someone who claims to live in order to create content I sure don’t like to show it via actually publishing what I create. I use to, and at some point that went away. I use to never understand how some people create art, or videos, or take photos or write without the need of wanting to share their creation, no matter how big or small with the world.
For years when I’ve been blogging and generally creating anything, whenever it was art or designs, fashion, you name it. I would be so ecstatic to share what I’ve made with my friends, family, and later the world. There’s this weird sense of pride I always had when it come to just creating, even if my perfectionistic traits would just push me to be better each time, and it’s not always a good trait. Mainly because that killed my love for publishing that content. At least that’s how I view it. You may or may not have noticed that this year my schedule, or lack there of, off publishing blog posts and video’s hasn’t been there. And that’s not because I don’t have anything to share with you, I have lot’s, I think with images alone I could blog everyday for a month and still have some content left. But this isn’t about the lack of content, it’s the fear of posting. It’s the fear of not always knowing what to write. It’s the fear that what I write or share won’t reach anyone, even thought in reality I know that’s not the case.
It’s the need to validation from the strangers online.
I know that at this point I really should not care and post what I want, when I want, about whatever I want. Having to write it down countless times. Yet, I still care. But this weird block to publish made me really appreciate the time when I actually create the content. I must say it’s definitely my favourite part of blogging. And since it’s something I enjoy most then why shouldn’t I spend my time doing it? All of it will be seen my you anyway. Eventually.
For example. These photo’s were taken in order for me to post on Halloween. Halloween. We have end of December these photo’s are delayed by approximately two months. Well done Kinga, on time as always. But hey, since I am such a goth, Halloween is all year around so it’s ok for me to post these now. RiGht?! Yeah, any excuse is a good excuse I guess. This doesn’t change the fact that I am beyond late with posting these photo’s and even thought they may look bit too spooky for December, I hope you still enjoy them. Grace and I had such a good time taking them, and the other amount of content we created that I am beyond excited to share with you is unreal. Just wait for it. Let me get all of it sorted, scheduled. It’s going to be fab. I hope.
And what do you think about posting delayed content? As a reader do you mind? As a content creator do you do it often? Please me know! Till next time.
Shoes: Vegan Dr. Martens
Skeleton Mesh Bodysuit: H&M
Black Crescent Moon Necklace: Rogue and Wolf