You would think that having extra time on my hands I would get a blog post on time, which in my mind is always 12pm. That would’ve happened if I would wake up before 12pm which I didn’t, I woke up at 12.30pm and didn’t get out of my bed before 1pm, because watching YouTube videos and scrolling thought Tumblr is clearly more important. So here are I am rushing this post, so I can get it up before 12am so technically, I’ve posted something today. How that logic works, I honestly don’t know. But looking back in life, time management has never been my strong feature. At all! I either have too much time, aka I think I have too much time which turns out I actually don’t because duh, a day is only 24hrs. Or what happens I know I don’t have enough time to do something so I just give up. On life in general.
And I don’t know why the hell, I am doing this to myself?! And no matter how much I try it just back fires on me. Well, ok. I know why this happens to me. Mostly, because I don’t have a structure or a proper routine to my day at the moment. You know what my routine has done at the beginning of September (last year!) it went: “Nope, I’m not here for this. Bye!! I’m gone! Have fun without me!!” Honestly, what is my life even?! And as I’m typing this I literally have 10 minutes to post it before midnight so you can imagine that I’m sort of in panic mode, trying to create good and valuable content on time, and I’m sort of failing at least by my standards. I mean, it shouldn’t be so damn hard to stay on top of things?! Shouldn’t it?! I mean I guess my life is an organised chaos, at least that’s how I like to call it, but can’t it be just organised? For once at least! And you know what’s the most hilarious thing about this whole, thing is? That shooting the images, coming up with outfits, preparing of the shoot, or editing the images isn’t the longest part! Ironically! The longest part is coming up with words that I can add next to these images.
The best part about blogging in my opinion is the fact that it’s a place for self expression, no matter what you write about, no matter how you express yourself, whenever it’s imagery, words or video, you are still putting yourself out there. And without sounding like an self absorbed, narcissistic person. It’s the best part. Writing a diary when I was a lot younger gave me feeling of relief and in modern day that’s what this blog does. Even though I am nowhere near as personal as I would be in the diaries I use to write. But that’s where images come from. That’s why I love creating these and that’s why there are so many! I feel like an image can speak thousand words. Words that I could never type. In these series of images, I guess I turned myself into a demon, ghost girl, whatever you want it to me. And in all honestly, I loved how I looked. With the make up, the outfit and the contacts I felt like a different person! And that’s why I love Halloween so much! It may sound weird, but I love not being myself. Well, I like being different peeople. It’s still sounds weird. I hope you get where I’m coming from anyway. Anyway, there isn’t any other real explenation to this outfit than this, as I feel like it’s so simple, but sometimes simplicity is the key. Anyway, I will go now. Have a wonderful night!
What is your go to creepy/everyday look? Comment below! xxx
Shoes: Public Desire
Necklace: Forever 21
Lips: Zoeva ” Cross My Heart”