Waaht? Another day, another post. After my break from writing and blogging, or my writing block to be exact, I suddenly feel the breeze of inspiration coming down on me like pink unicorn rainbow fart(!!!) I’m not entirely sure where I was going with that. But yes, I hate when I know I have to write, and I want to write, but I can’t. Life’s hard I know #FirstWorldProblems! However during that terrible writing block (at first I’ve accidentally written blog, what is my life?) I’ve been doing lots of thinking, which isn’t the best thing, considering the fact I’m unable to put it down on the screen of my laptop but ah well, I like to live on the wild side I guess!
For real thou. I created this blog over 3 years ago, to share, to explore, to learn but mostly, I created it for fun (and to get into uni to later ditch it for blogging and writing, what is my life I mean, really?!) But I keep pressuring myself, into creating more content, into writing more, comparing myself to others that have different set of skills than I do. And I can’t be them. I can’t create what I want this blog to be in one go, which is stressing me out. A lot, which I’m assuming is creating this writing block, so I’m unable to create the content. What am I doing with my life?! But I get stressed with the deadlines, I set for myself, and I have this weird thing where I have to post blog posts on certain days and even times and later on, Instagram and tweet about them right away. And it’s not even a schedule thing. It’s an actual obsession. And because I like my sleep like the next girl, sometimes scribbling one for 12pm can be hard, and I also work full time so there’s that. But in a way having this weird schedule, helps me find a motivation to blog, but at the same time it stops me?! Yeah, logic not found. *Kinga exits the internet*
But posting this after 10pm on a Friday night, I’m sort of breaking this cycle, and I’ve done it before, so I don’t understand why there are days in which I literally an unable to do it. I mean, I am a person that likes to have everything, matchy matchy, I like my routine, I like to know what I’m doing, when, who with, what time. It’s part of who I am, so in a way I should let it be. But at the same time it’s stopping me from doing stuff I love, like sharing such a personal thing on here, which I never thought I would. Because for me blogging and creating isn’t a matter of want. It’s a matter of whenever I am able to do it. And there are more factors to it than just inspiration and content. And I’m sorry for being so personal with you guys, bit it seems like you are enjoying those type of posts, as much as I enjoy writing them. Because as I said to Josh “Blogging is more than just clothes” it’s you.
Any who, of to the outfit, because after all this is a fashion blog! You remember how I said I like everything matchy matchy. Ya. This outfit is perfect example of that. It’s black and white, the shapes and silhouettes make sense. The jewellery isn’t overpowering but rather add that sparkle. And you can’t argue that a nude lipstick isn’t an ideal finishing touch to this “original” aesthetic. Also due to having cooler camera now, I’ve decided to dedicate my time also to my YouTube channel Kinga Kurek, so a sub, would be much appreciated, thank you ^_^ Oh and you have a lookbook waiting for you, featuring this outfit!
Photography: Josh Milton
Jacket & Shoes – H&M
Top – Petit Beateu
Trousers – Primark
Bag – Zara
Rings – boohoo.com
Bracelet – Wall London
Necklace – Iridescence Jewellery
Lipstick – Gosh in Matt “Antique”