All that excitement about Halloween and boom it was gone and we have a new month, colder, darker and just kind of meh, is it just me or is November kind of useless, well for me at least it feels that way as the only “holidays” I actually care about is Halloween and New Years! One month, Kinga, one month! And as the days get colder and darker so does my style, make up and well, way of being. Let’s just say my days have been kind of meh, and no don’t get me wrong I am not complaining at all it’s just I feel like I am in need of holiday, not from work, or blogging but from life. Because just like I said in my previous posts I’ve been a big bowl of stress and that’s because I’ve never thought being an adult is that hard (well, not hard but you get what I mean)
So dear 16 year olds of today, if you want to grow up as soon as possible, let me tell you one thing. Don’t. Because despite of what media tells you, being over 18 isn’t all abut going out and partying all night, I mean yes, it can be but it isn’t like this the whole time, sadly. Trust me if it were life would be hell of a party! But than again, let’s face it, I’m one of those people that will spend all my spare time (and money) on fashion and make up, and concert tickets! Maybe that’s why November is such a useless month for me, cos nothing happens, well apart from press days but working full time doesn’t even allow me to go see all of them anyway and it also doesn’t allow me to blog as much as I’d like to, most of the time because it’s so time consuming and I really like to spend my time creating these posts, editing every single picture and instagraming and tweeting about them, mostly because I’m little bit scared they will end up being over looked and never seen by anyone! But than again I must remind myself that I also blog for me, because when I’ve first started writing this blog 3 years ago and vending out all of my thoughts on here I simply didn’t care about the views, whenever someone will see it or not, I did it from pure passion. And till this day, I still am, but seeing the views go up, the comments and support thought this blog, social media and even meeting someone of you in real life is so bizarre that I can hardly believe it! But if lately I was and trust me will be less present on social media, please excuse me, and don’t unfollow, I care I really do, but for those of you who know exactly how time consuming social media are you know where I’m coming from. Not time basically, and my phone’s playing tricks on me just like my data limit, ehhh first world problems I’m telling you!!
And you know what’s another thing that I can’t get my head around? Is how quickly the purple hair dye fades away! I swear after 5 weeks my hair went from deep purple to reddish brown and honestly now I dont even know what my hair colour is, well at least on the pictures me and Josh shot they look decent! But lately I’ve been craving another hair change, more drastic one, I don’t know, I always get bored with my hair and want to play around with it, trying different hair styles, colours ect but than again it suppose to be changed if wanted to, just like in fashion, however if I mess up my hair the price is real!! Anyway, my brain’s shutting off, it’s Monday after all, don’t judge. I’m out!